OnePointOh.

 Its been a year. Thank you. <3 p="p">

The BigDC.

So, David Cook came to Singapore and since its the closest to home, The Bestest Friend and I had to go. It was AMAZING. We won Meet and Greet passes so we actually SPOKE to him! During the meet and greet, there was an interview session during which he told us he wasn't single. :P We were sitting right in front, As he was walking to the back after the interview, he stopped at where I was seated, smiled at me and said Hello! I died. :P After the meet and greet, there was an autograph session and also a picture taking session. The minute the dates for his concert was confirmed, I had decided to make a propeller heart(to fling it on stage when he was performing), but since we were meeting him, I just made a paper heart. The whole reason for making a paper heart was, he has a song called Paper Heart, so I thought it would be funny and cute to give him a paper heart. Lol. So, this is what happened during the autograph session.

D. Cook: HI! How are ya?
Me: I'm good! *hands him the paper heart* If doesn't already say it, I love you. *grins*
D.Cook: ITS A PAPER HEART! *laughs* Thank you so much!
Me: *grins*

After that, we took our picture. He put his arm around me and as he moved his arm away once the picture was taken, our hands knocked into each other and the marker he was holding flew out of his hand and we both caught it.

D.Cook: *looks at me* WHOA! Did you see that? What did we just do? How did we do that?
Me: I dunno! But that was cool!
D.Cook: That was more than cool! That was some matrix right there!

And we both laughed. :P

The Paper Heart I made him. 

TheBestestFriends! 

MCSEXAYHPANTS!

MCSEXAYHPANTS AGAIN!

       

My face after he stopped and said hello to me. 

                                                                 McSexayhPants and me. :D

After the M&G, we headed to the concert area, so we could get a good spot. We waited there from 4.30pm to 7.00pm. The show started with Singapore's local band. Then there was the fashion show. Right after the fashion show, it was David Cook! I swear, the feeling of being mere inches away from him performing, is something I will never be able to describe. Listening to him sing all those songs I rock out to at home, live. On top of that, it was a acoustic show. Words cannot describe how amazing that whole experience was. I honestly was starstruck. After the whole thing, he came out again to say bye and also to try durian. He "loved" it. :P As he was standing there, he looked at me so I waved at him and he wiggled his eyebrows at me! I died, again. xD 

THESEXYFACE! THESEXYFACE! 

 More pics are on my Fb, so yea. :P




I'm not gonna come down, down off of these clouds. 

California 37

Isabelle, Priya and myself decided we need to go for Train's concert. It was, after all, their first concert in Malaysia. So Priya got us the tickets, and off we went to KL Live yesterday. We were all hyped up and excited to see Train live, we kept looking at each other, grinning and saying "We're on the way to Train!"

The concert was supposed to start at 8.30 but me thinks Train missed their train, therefore they were 20 minutes late. :P They made up for it the minute they came on stage. 

Train came on stage to the chugging sound effect of a train. the crowd went wild. xD 

Throughout the whole concert, there was never a moment were I was not dancing. There was no break btw. it was song after song after song. Amazing, no? The band chugged through the 17 song-setlist without losing momentum: 50 Ways To Say Goodbye, This'll Be My Year, If Its Love, Meet Virginia, I Got You, Finally Meet My Mom, Calling All Angels , Mermaid, Save Me San Francisco, Bruises, Marry Me, Don't Stop Believin (Journey Cover), Hey Soul Sister, Drive By, California 37, Drops of Jupiter and Sing Together.

Patrick Monahan kept making jokes throughout the whole show. He did throw few autographed shirts to the crowd. He even gave an autographed guitar to one lucky girl in the first row. 

And so, my Train experience has ended. :P

Because of who you are.

This was supposed to be posted on 14th December 2011 but I don't know why, I didn't post it here.

Getting the call from Mala atteh, I don’t know how Joel, Melissa and I managed to get to the hospital. Seeing you like that, tears welled up in my eyes, but I held it in.

Looking at you, lying so peacefully, saying in our hearts “Let go Amachi. We love you” but secretly wishing you’d somehow come back. No amount of hand wiping could wipe the tears that fell.

Dropping my cutlery and running to the icu cause the doctor said its time. With tears flowing, we

said our prayers and goodbyes.

I remember it like it happened yesterday.

Dear Amachi,

I miss your laughter and smile. I miss randomly calling you. I miss your voice and how you’d talk to me till you fell asleep if you couldn’t sleep and I was there. I miss how much you cared for everyone. I miss how you fed me just to make sure I ate. I miss your cooking, how you’d let me help in the kitchen and even take time to teach me what you were doing, and the funny nicknames you would call me but mostly, I miss you. Your selflessness and kindness gave me hope and makes me want to be like you, exactly like you.

Its been a year, and I miss you more than ever.

P.S. I love you till the end.

My Funny Valentine.

You'll be my first valentine. I could not ask for anything more. You're amazing, funny sweet and just the best. I finally found someone and I'm never letting you go. I'm way beyond proud to call you mine. "When you do those silly things, I fall even more in love with you" You make me so happy. So very happy. I love you.

Sometimes, faith and your dreams will collide.

There's one person who never went away. Loves you, for you.

You wanted to know why I ship you two so freaking bad? There you have it.

Know This, We've Noticed.

"People say it gets better. People lie."

"I like waking up to you."

I love the fact that Chris Keller is back.

I love the fact that he calls her angel.

I love the fact that One Tree Hill is baaaaaaaack. :D

My 2011 in a photoscape.

No usual 2011 review this time. Just a photoscape.

The Birthday 2011

the birdpark, ducks, walking in the pouring rain, the tradition, the Plan B chocolate cake, the square phone. <3

one of the best birthday ever.

Because this quote describes me perfectly

This is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up all night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under their smiles and laughs all on a daily basis. The girls who wear their hearts on their sleeve. The girls who pray things will workout just once and they’ll be satisfied. The girls who scream and cry into their pillows because the rest of the world fails to listen. The girls who have it hard but don’t let anyone know that. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who have so many secrets but will never tell a soul. The girls who have regrets and mistakes as a daily moral. The girls who don’t always win, who may never win. The girls who stay up all night thinking about that one boy wondering if he’ll ever notice her. The girls who don’t get what they get and don’t throw a fit. The girls who take life as it comes, hoping it’ll get easier somewhere down the road. The girls who love with all their hearts but always get broken. This is for the real girls. This is for you.

Cause I Miss You

It feels like it was only yesterday I saw you smile and saw that gleam in your eye when you saw me, and the way your eyes danced when you laughed. I loved when you took my hand and held it every time I sat next to you. Our private jokes that would send me into a fit of laughter always made me feel better. When you never complained about the pain of living with cancer for 5 years and when you fought through the pain with that laugh and smile, I looked up to you in admiration and awe. How you would let me play games with you, map out your veins, always made me feel special but most of all, when you believed in me, showed me you cared, and showered me with sweets, I felt on top of the world.

I know your shining down on me from heaven, like so many friends we've lost along the way, and I know eventually we'll be together, one sweet day.

Yours always and forever, Nit. <3

Much Ado About Nothing

or M.A.A.N as we liked to call it.

I miss M.A.A.N. I miss how close we were, how happy we were as a team, how well we worked together, and how we put our differences aside just for that play, how we laughed and we cried as a team, how we ate together, how we clicked, and how we were there for each other, how everytime we got together we would make the most noise and have the most fun, how it felt like a family, how we would be in character anywhere and everywhere.

* I miss crossing the road with Hero.
* I miss giggling over Don John's "hotness"
* I miss being carried by Claudio
* I miss Leonato's hugs and cinnamon buns.
* I miss being the drunk Antonio
* I miss hearing us run our lines
* I miss drying the backdrop with Claudio



but they do say, 'all good things must come to an end'

GIve Me Some Sunshine

okay, i realized i haven't done my new year tradition, so here it is:

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011! :) okay, so I normally would do a review of my 2010 but this time, I’m doing something different by making it short :P

2010 has been nothing but bittersweet. it had it ups and it had its downs but more downs than ups i must say. lets see..

New years countdown at home, as usual, but the phone conversation made it special.

January; The Balcony. nuff’ said.

February was slow and boring.

March, the Big B happened and I also lost my maternal grandfather.

April, was also slow and boring.

May, ended with me being happy.

June, celebrated my birthday three times with three different groups of people.

July, August, September, consisted of many close friends birthday celebrations, spending time with family.

December I lost my maternal grandmother.

I guess 2010 has been a real whirlwind of emotions and in all that, I lost myself. I watched myself fade away. I distanced myself from everyone, became more reserved and kept to myself and was constantly angry with myself. The green monster constantly consumed my thoughts. I became very emotionally unstable. oh, and the best part? I still feel all that.

2011, please be good.

and I’d do anything to just feel better.

Let me hear You say

I forgive you, I love you. You are mine, take my hand

Go in peace, sin no more, beloved one.


Standing by your door, knowing that You’ll say

I forgive you, I love you. You are mine, take my hand

Go in peace, sin no more, beloved one.

yes, i know this is about 2 months late, but whateves :P

this is my 2010, in a photoscape :)



New Years Countdown, 2010/2011 :)

You're Not Sorry

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
Ive been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking well be fine again,
But not this time around

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Couldve loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause its worked each time before

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade


You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No.

She means the world to me, and I hope she knows.

Dear Bestest Friend,

I've known you for 4 years now and throughout that 4 years, you have been nothing less than extraordinary. You make a huge impact on everyone you meet. you made such a huge impact on me, I still remember the first sentence you said to me :P "HI! I'm SHERRRRRIIIIL" *flicks hair* and from then on, we grew into bestest friends that at one points I spent everyday in your house even when I actually wasn't supposed to. We pulled off the Balcony(yes, that's what I'm calling it) and then the Big B and Small B and then Independence day. Gosh, so many memories :) Yea sure, now i don't spend that much time with you, but nothing's changed. Promise, Pinky Promise :)

You're in SMK DU??
REALLY?
OMG!! There's some bluddy Impostor that's been following me back home and going to school and tuition with me then!!! SHIT!!
...
I better call the cops
XD


you know i was never good with words right vermicelli. So, I'm gonna stop here. BUT, this doesn't mean I don't love you because you know, I love love love love love love love you.


ohoh, random fact: not a day goes by that something doesn't remind me of you :)


thanks for being the porky to my buckwheat
the Brooke to my Peyton
the Haley to my Mia
the robin to my lily
the turtle to my monkey
the porky to my buckwheat
the Kenan to my Kell

I guess what I'm trying to say is, you mean the world to me. You mean more to me than chocolates :)


And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me, everyday i will, remind you.


So, here's to the girl i call my partner-in-crime, my bestest friend Tengku Sheril Amirah Bustaman.


And once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PORKY :)


Love, Jo