i thought we'd be forever and always.

i was having a good morning, its always nice to get up to "good morning :D"

untill i heard. just so you know what, YOU DISGUST ME. you cheap thing.. never have i hated anyone as much as i hate you.
*happyplace happyplace*
lent season, must not have so much hatred.

halfway through reading dear john :)

depression is now a permanent everyday thing. i honestly cannot remember the last time i fell truly happy. like happyhappy. i used to be the queen of happyland so what happened? oh right, life.



27. i see the best of me in your eyes.

i'mma be

my semester 2 has ended.

sorry for the lack of updates. will update when i have the time :)






26. YOU SPIN MY HEAD RIGHT ROUND! :)

your guardian angel.

you spin my head right round, when you go down.

confident?! :)

funny! witty!

bestest bestest bestest time in the world!

:) :) :) :) :) ---> thats how i was the whole time yo.


non-couple zone time was <3 <3 :)


25. I don’t know but I think I may be fallin’ for you

ten miles from town, i just broke down

will this feeling ever go away?

dada, only you. only you.

start a new fashion, wear your heart on your sleeves

Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world
Took the midnight train going anywhere
Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit
Took the midnight train going anywhere

crushed

i'm sitting at home. something i seem to be doing alot.
not by choice but by force
wishing i could go out and splash
but i'm almost out of cash.

i am yours

had me in tears! A MUST WATCH!

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

this boy

lord give us a heart for love alone.
forgive them, for they do not know what the do.




24. i'm just tired of failing.

we dont mess

one tree hill. one tree hill. one tree hill. one tree hill. one tree hill. one tree hill. one tree hill.

all she wanted

"you sing like an angel"

thank you random aunty from church.


"WOW. so pretty!!"

thanks kevin!! :)


toadly made my days.

i'll follow you

originally written on the 2nd but blogger wont let me post.

new year's resolution, gonna blog everyday. or at least try to :P

HAPPY SEXY 2010 MY LOVES.

putting things into my new sexy hard drive.

MAAN gathering this weekend. excited!

you, thank you for making me stay up till 3am and then saying we can pass it up next week. -.-

my 2009 :)

January
- bummed around after spm.
- Joined the Young KL Singers with Tengku.


February
- found a new found love for photography :)

March
- spm results came out.
- gramp's felt sick. was in hospital.
- got squeaksquaksunlight the duck from P.


April (declared be nice to jo month. :D)
- cook was crowned mcsexahpants.
- Australia Month at KLPac (hello there gorgeous love)

- Pot meet cattle, ass meet face :)
- became a medical imaging student at mahsa university college.


May
- watched x-men the origins and went gaga over the guys.
- watched bottom top at KLPac with tg and boon dat
- adam cook (mcsexahpants brother) passed away. RIP
- bought cookie my MP3 player.

- celebrated sook cheng's birthday in a Thai restaurant at jaya 1

June
- i became legal.

July
- celebrated noel's 21st birthday

August
- finals for semester one.

September
- went for the miracle explosion in city revival church. amazing.
- P and B'wheat's little escapade in the rain :)
- watched the women. very jingbang.

October
- I got my first dollar bill. (Joanna Nithiya keeps a dollar bill with her to always remind her of her dream of living in America. one day that dream shall be lived out. she promises! :D)
- had a KBB, neko lunch date and a jingbang dinner. can anyone say awesome!

- results for semester one exam came out. quite happy.

November
was spent in langkawi oggling over white yummehs :)

December
- also spent half of it in langkawi.
- became a redhead :)


- spent christmas with the ones i <3
- spent new years eve day with my amiga's. <3

that was my 2009, how was yours?

jingglebells! :)

my last post is dated 5th november. WOW :)

anyways, i'm back babey. alright, so here are the updates.

LANGKAWI was a paradise. it thought me alot of things. i mean, from the living on my own and managing my own money, the thing that pisses me off to the whole working experience. the best part was the white yummeh boys. seriously. flooded with them la. i like i like! :) but i really really missed home and them. all in all it was a really awesome time la. the beach!!!! i did not want to leave the beach. something about the white boys, sand, the clear blue water,the toplessinboxers whiteboys everywhere, the crashing of the waves calms me down, and gives me a certain hope nothing else can give. LOL. too many pictures to put here so go see my facebook.

christmas was as usual very family orientated. was really nice. always is. had an awesome time with the cousins ;) bar-B-que and all. these pictures are on facebook as well. blogger wont let me upload pictures.

thats it for now. cathca later

i was hangin in the corner with my 3 best friends.

only thing that' going right :)

hello yello fello :)

I can't deny what i believe
I can't be what I'm not.


You give me that look, and you're off the hook.


"oh, so you like your meat white?" :D


i know my redeemer lives.

that thing you got behind you is amazing.

this was my Friday, met up with P & KBB for a movie, the secret life of Pippa Lee, hit the arcade!! *i went to the arcade in a dress and heels* then headed to Teppanyaki for lunch and catching up. then we moved over the Starbucks in gardens and i had my usual and continued our catch up session. we leave at 5 and Tg and i take the bus to her place :D so here are the picturess of the afternoon.





after reaching tg's place we chill for a while till bout 7 and get a cab and head to amcorp for our jingbang session. we then decide to have dinner at AnW cause the white boy wanted to eat there. -.- Shannya arrives and we head back to amcorp and go straight to Starbucks and P buys me another usual. then Rish arrives and the rest is typical!! :D and here the pictures for the night




all in all friday was a really really really awesome day spent with the best people. love you mucho me amigos.

:D

<3

grow up.

"Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up"