trust me.

so i guess the emo-ness in me makes me blog :P

Another good weekend for the books. from spending Saturday evening laughing and crying with tg’s family to sleepover with the girlies that lead to late night Milo, Tea and *cupboard* to watching a movie till 4am then waking up at 10am and cooking, yes you read right, COOKING heavenly breakfast and lots of catching up done throughout this whole thing.

i only have one thing left to say, TRADITION! :D prettyplease! :)

I've just been feeling a little disconnected from people and even things for that matter. i just feel like everything's moving and i'm not. i feel like my life is stagnant. and the scariest part? that every day i think to myself, stop wasting time and go do something about your boring life, so that's why i have taken a challenge to do one thing everyday that scares me. baby steps remember? :)

i must have been high, to say you and i weren't meant to be and was just wasting my time.

Complete with Clichés and Metaphors

something you said struck my mind and i came up with this:

if you died, i would probably become cold and bitter. there's this episode in one tree hill where when Peyton "dies", Brooke becomes this emo girl who doesn't talk to anyone, screams "leave me alone" to anyone who talks to her and just shuts the world out.


this would be her.

when/if you die, that's whats gonna happen to me. because i would have lost,




~ my bestest friend.
~ my unofficial mother
~ my secret keeper
~ the person who does random things with me like,
~ my crazy adventure person
~ my to go to person
~ the person with the quirky antiques
~ my movie buddy
~ the one whom i share all my private jokes with
~ the one i have 'mind-conversations' with
~ the whole, just one look can send us into fits of laughter
~ the one who reminds me of almost everything i see

so when you say no one would notice, i would. nothing will ever be the same anymore.


cause the thought of losing you scares the living hell out of me.