larger than life.

its cold.

you know your messed up when you cry over episodes of greys anatomy. yes not one, but 3.

you know your messed up when you cry over songs.

you really know your messed up when you laugh so hard and then out of no where start crying and then go back to laughing.


this emptiness is killing me.


i'm going to say its the exam stress but i really dont know.

i'm fine, really. its just kinda freaky.